04/06/2012

when it gets too loud, too messy

She made herself another one of those coffees in the tall glass, the second of the day but the first one of the rest of her life. Her mind rushed between vague thoughts of uncertainty and she couldn't really decide weather she was happy or slightly sad, or if she was even bordering on utter insanity. How was it possible to have opposite emotions every other second? The thought made her tired, and the weather seemed to even reflect her indecisiveness and she knew she wouldn't get constant sunshine unless she learnt to juggle her emotions in an even rythm. 

How does one know which voice to listen to when all those emotions are trying to drown out each other with a thousand different melodies until you can't hear a word?


The thought suddenly amused her and she wondered why the clouds battled the sun for the space up there, when the sky seemed endless.

- Mellow Inspiration, June 2012

31/05/2012

27/05/2012

from both sides now

Tears and fears and feeling proud,
Say, "I love you" right out loud,
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds,
I've looked at life that way.

- Carly Rae Jepsen

19/05/2012

The Vanished Man


tangled little you

Sometimes she feels too much, all the stirring in her mind gets tangled up in a knot of disturbance in a small damp corner until she eventually ignores it and goes out for a beer instead. Sometimes things are so complicated the only solid thing to do is to go for a beer and talk about what's here and now.

Hi MTV, welcome to my crib




15/05/2012

mash-up

14/05/2012

flash lights and the good life, keep calling out my name

'Isn't most of our lives an illusion?' she continued.
'How's that?' 
'Well, everything in the past is memory, right?'
'True'
'And everything in the future is imagination. Those're both illusions - memories are unreliable and we just speculate about the future. The only thing that's completely real is this one instant of the present - and that's constantly changing from imagination to memory. So, see? Most of our life's illusory'

The Vanished Man p.203


09/05/2012

love.


07/05/2012

sullivan

23/04/2012

15/04/2012

burn baby burn

Did this 4,57 km spin in 30mins today, taking into account the massive hill in Parque Eduardo VII, I'm satisfied with the result at this stage.

13/04/2012

summer/winter/does it matter?

Despite the winter outside, in her heart she kept a constant summer

11/04/2012

STREEEENGTH!!!


What happened? Good shape, THAT'S what happened!!! Been strutting up and down the hills like a pony. Interval training is the shit my friends.

09/04/2012

Take a stroll in the wrong direction

She wondered this and she wondered that. Then she stood up and acted on the first thing that popped into her mind, as that is usually what's right. And if it was wrong, she would realize it actually was right when she had fought through it. For all the wrong turns always lead up to the right place.

We grow by the detours we take.

tomorrow if a golden train came to take you away, would you go?

cleaning out my closet

A massive clear-out of, well, everything I own is under progress. No things own me.


08/04/2012

oh HI DONKEY-BABY CUTEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN

HI.

hey sugar what you gotta say?

Is it easter day? Anywho, this sunday (is it sunday?) will be spent in the sunshine with this tune:

07/04/2012

06/04/2012

Hey there!

Happy easter from the land with 10 and 30 degrees in the same day. Kind of.

Easter work-out: 30min jog in uneven terrain and 1h pw.
Easter splurge: greek yoghurt and natural rice cakes with peanut butter and bananas! GAH! I DIE SO GOOD!



03/04/2012

bootcamp 6 days a week

FIRST:




THEN: