ch 10

"I love the warmth of newly printed papers and it's almost as if the magic will vanish as soon as they've been touched. After what could have been minutes, maybe hours it doesn't really matter, I approach the bundle of papers, lay my hand on it and close my eyes while I take in the well known smell of my dreams in printed format"

- Mellow Inspiration ch: 10.


till mig själv

yogi tea.


take a leap of faith. or just live, cherish, love all

The heart may freeze,
or it can burn
The pain will ease,
if I can learn
There if no future,
there is no past
I live this moment as my last

There's only us,
there's only this
Forget regrets,
or life if yours to miss
No other road,
no other way

No day,
but today.




In this country, if you want something- you make. I've been missing rice porridge and they don't have it (or if so, let me know 1 week in advance so I have time to hire the criminals who will rob the store for me) - so I made it myself. That along with all the gas stoves here.. Want food? You make- Want fire? You make. There is kind of a "me- Tarzan you- Jane" situation going on. Don't get me wrong, me loves. Back to basics, so to speak.I'll be right back I just need to
feed the horses and go to the water hole with a bowl on my head..

I had all the dreams of riding carousels, now it's upon life I wanna climb


what a beautiful mess, this is

Oh well hi there. It's been a bit of a hazzle, a bit of a complication, a little bit of stress, round that up with some soul searching and you've got yourself the past few weeks of my life. Been trying to get out of something and into something new, facing some rough times, bitten the sour apple a few times if you will. But oh how great it is to be alive. Let's create something extraordinary shall we?

"For all his bluster, it is the sad province of man that he cannot choose his triumph. He can only choose how he will stand when the call of destiny comes, hoping he will have the courage to answer"
- Chapter two: "Don't look back"