just breathe. again. and again.

I'm running lightyears behind. Slightly paralyzed, in a good way (if there is one?). No biggie. Just in need of slow-mode. When the body says HEY!, you obey. That's the way the story goes.





When the gym is surprisingly closed, you eat 4 pears....Just sayin'.

Spread out the oil, the gasoline
I walk smooth, ride in a mean, mean machine.

we don't waste no precious time.

How the hell are you suppose to grow (if yo won't let me blow? HAHA. sorry, Friends-reference) no but how can you develop and grow if you don't do things that challenge you and shakes you to the core? Leaving a comfort zone is of course individual for every person and it doesn't have to entail a 6 months backpacking mission in the desert or a life altering decision, it could be those little things in the every day life that makes your stomach twist n tumble and have you wondering"what on earth am I doing?". I believe development and growth comes from:
1. questioning your comfort zone, your everyday life;
2. reflecting on what you have, what you want and what you could never do;
3. doing that thing you think you could never do;
4. being terrified. crying a little;
5. breaking down;
6. acknowledging how life never happens if you don't break down once in a blue moon;
7. getting out of the situation with a new life perspective;
8. repeat procedure;
9. be invincible.

If you start me up I'll never stop.


Tupac Shakur

"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on."


Simple confusionnnn

Hey fellas and fell...ettes?

Just got a sudden feeling I wanna be in the Simpson. Like IN the Simpson. In Springfield that is. I feel like I would fit right in. Ok to the point (or not cause it's really totally useless info. but since when did we care? Since never, that's when)

What a delightful night I had. JOKES. It was painful to say the least. Sure thing, I'm the master of positive thinking but this just wasn't funny. Spent the night alone at my friends' place, and apparently the builders of this remarkable building decided to make the walls out of that-thing-that-is-lighter-than-air and every sound made the doggy go crazy bananas and yell like a hyena, consequently waking me up about 3 times an hour. Because apparently the nightly peeps living in this building is the entire family of Cullen, they're moving stuff, running up and down the stairs, baking, cleaning, redecorating and whatnot. I'm so tired feel slightly hungover.

Made myself a glass of red wine, and since that is not at all my style, being all women-ly and shit, I'm having riskakor (some things my brain just doesn't wanna translate. grab yourself a dictionary you englishers) and mixed the women-ly drink with some sprite. THERE! Time to create some magic.



My favorite highway

Oh deario, have I had a good day. Did indeed have quite an awesome one yesterday too, but there is just something about getting twice as much money for 99% less work. Ya know?

If you'll excuse me, I need to get back to my kiwis.

(completely pointless blog entry, but I just figured I needed to acknowledge my existence. If you don't exist online, you don't exist someone said. I just kinda got to me)

Later, precious ones!


I heart u.

"Seriously though, I have so much admiration for your attitude. You have the best, healthiest outlook on life out of every one I know, you really do".
- Zoƫ Woodward


hang me up to dry

You're playing it again and again and it gets stuck deeper and deeper. The Cold War Kids - Hang me up to dry

me and my millions will break you down with awesomeness
we will not comfort you when you're fed up
cause we're dancing in the bright light


if ya talk dirty, believe me I will cuff u

Evening was spent with ladies that made my heart giggle. Kicking back in YOUR apartment, taking in the lonesome and having bubbly in a red cup. Thank you for being alive.

So much love.

just for a slight second

New life, new inspiration, deep breaths.
Been a whirlwind, tears have flooded my poor excuse for pretty face and pushed me down for just a slight second, I'm never down for more than a slight second. Now I'm on that top I've been missing when a second felt like a lifetime and I'm not alone up here. New-to-my-heart people pushed me forward and made me feel like a million bucks. While one left for a while, two came closer forever. My heart is crowded.

I'm off to spend time with a girl whose 1,000,000 clones would create world peace. You should envy me.